Monday, April 02, 2007

EXPLANATION

HELLO VISITORS, I AM POSTING YOU ALL TO LET YOU KNOW THE REASON FOR ME NOT BEING ABLE TO UPDATE MY PRECIOUS LITTLE GIRLS SITE! UNFORTUNATELY I NO LONGER HAVE ACCESS TO PICTURES (OLD AND NEW) OF MY DAUGHTER. HOPEFULLY THIS WILL CHANGE SOON AS I MISS THAT LITTLE ONE WITH ALL THAT I HAVE. CONTRARY TO WHAT OTHERS MAY THINK SHE IS THE MOST IMPORTANT THING IN MY LIFE AND ALWAYS WILL BE. PLEASE CHECK BACK PERIODICALLY FOR UPDATES AS THINGS DO CHANGE.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Does a father really love his child when he can't even bother to send his daughter a birthday card for her fifth birthday? Does a father really love his daughter when he hasn't given her a penny for anything for a year and when asked for her, to do a summer program that only cost $25 a week, says he would and after 4 weeks later still not a penny for her. Does a father really love his daughter when he does nothing to see her all this year except when it is a major inconvenient as possible and only for 50 min when he is leaving state but was in town just a few weeks before but didn’t bother to see her then. When it would not have been such a problem. Does a father really love his daughter when the only times he bothers to call is in the middle of the night just to hurt her mother. Why can’t he call her in the day as he or his cuz, says he would be calling her. At what point after years and years of being hurt, emotionally destroyed, used, does a mother say finally, that is it. When the father is never around to hear this little girl crying cause daddy made a promise to her and months have gone by and he hasn’t done it. Why is it the only time he cares about her is when he is using her, but weeks or months go by and he just doesn’t care about her. How much pain can a woman bear when she loved a guy so much, done so much for him, and is treated like nothing, used until she has nothing left and then left taking care of everything on her own. What kind of man says that they have a heart but gets a girl pregnant leaves her, stealing food for the kids cause he thinks he deserves it more then his little girl and her brother and his unborn child. When deep inside knows that the unborn child is his, does nothing but claim proof is needed of the child being his, As if a child’s life starts only after the DNA test results are in. It is a pain so deep, so hard, just the worst thing to do to a woman, to hurt her even though she has always been there for the child he so call loves but has done as little as possible for her. After years and years of doing everything for this girl he tries and threatens that he is going to try to take this little girl away from her mommy, What kind of man would destroy or think about destroying a little girl by taking away the only person who has always been there for her. It isn’t like he has been there for her or even do much for her, he is over 4 years behind on child support and still think that she needs nothing from him while his hard earned money is blown on himself. Would she really be taken care of well by a man who can’t keep a job, a place of his own for very long, who has moved dozens of places. Or is it said just to hurt the mother because unlike him she has given up everything for this little girl. That she truly loves her and knows the possible thought of losing her would hurt someone who cares. Kenny I hope that you read this and realize something after all the pain I can’t deal with you anymore. It hurts too much, I just want to live my life and raise my children without having you being there hurting me. It is sorry for you because you have chosen to not be around. You could have gotten your life together years ago, made something of yourself and been independent and supportive of her and you wouldn’t be so far out of her life. And I hope that you let it be known where you are so that the papers can be served so that you can get the test results about your son. A son you will never see, never see a picture or know anything about him until those test results get back. And when those test results come back positive and in my hands I will send you a picture and you can see how much he has grown during the time it takes for the results to come back. You have hurt me so much that I don’t want to have anything to do until I prove my virtue and prove that he is your son. So leave me alone and leave this little girl you say you love but only with words never with actions, pictures on a web site doesn’t provide much for her, doesn’t provide food for her, clothing on her back, toys for her to play with , or opportunities in her life.